Will 2011 deserve a high 5...
i blogged about one of my 2011 resolutions: LEAVING IN TIME TO BE ON TIME
(thus enabling me not to constantly be rushing and wishing ill will on those who get in my way, namely little old ladies who just cant help it)
i gave that one a trial run the other day: i got out of bed 30 min earlier than usual: i arrived to the office 4 min early, with all my make up on, a starbucks in my hand and a smile on my face; and not a one fellow driver got cut off, the finger, or a irritated honk from my direction that morning. So it worked out, i now know it will be worth the effort this year.
A few others that i will be focusing on:
My real estate license: I think i would be a great agent! following my pAssions hasnt really been working out for me the last several years so i think a little bit of self reinvention might be overdue.
I think this direction could possibly allow me some creative staging opportunities too so those passions hopefully wont get totally lost.
Cleche i know, but i want to get fit: I mean im all about being fat and happy but when i cant stand to see myself in not even one christmas picture... and my fat jeans are giving me camel toe, im not very happy. so im going to start with limiting portions and eating healthier and we will see where it goes from there... baby steps. I am going to put a picture of myself up once a month and hopefully we will see some progress. Stay tuned...
and lastly, find a positive in negative situations: I had a pretty great new years, that is until the clock struck 12 and my life turned back into the pumkin it has the tendency to be... upon realizing i was upset, my best freind asked me, 'why cant i just have a good time? Do i always have to be so mad?'
That hurt my feelings and spoke volumes to me.
The truth is i have spent my life being irritated, feeling like i always have to just deal with the shit and move on quietly... I have always hated that felling since i seem to be held accountable for my wrong doings pretty offten. Anyhow i dont want to be the angry ass hole at the party... I am way too fun for that nonsense. So no more. Im going to try and get that sunny disposition the lead actresses always seem to have in romantic comedies.
There are a few others like expand upon my "a bag for everything" organization technique and clean the house more offten, and dont leave laundry sitting on the ironing board till its all gone and needs to be washed again but those are boring and i wont bug you with them ...
So i'll post updateds on my progress here. hopefully i will be able to see a clear picture of growth at the end of 2011 ... just about the time i get my shit together the world is going to end.
There's that new positive attitude shining through...
(thus enabling me not to constantly be rushing and wishing ill will on those who get in my way, namely little old ladies who just cant help it)
i gave that one a trial run the other day: i got out of bed 30 min earlier than usual: i arrived to the office 4 min early, with all my make up on, a starbucks in my hand and a smile on my face; and not a one fellow driver got cut off, the finger, or a irritated honk from my direction that morning. So it worked out, i now know it will be worth the effort this year.
A few others that i will be focusing on:
I think this direction could possibly allow me some creative staging opportunities too so those passions hopefully wont get totally lost.
Cleche i know, but i want to get fit: I mean im all about being fat and happy but when i cant stand to see myself in not even one christmas picture... and my fat jeans are giving me camel toe, im not very happy. so im going to start with limiting portions and eating healthier and we will see where it goes from there... baby steps. I am going to put a picture of myself up once a month and hopefully we will see some progress. Stay tuned...
and lastly, find a positive in negative situations: I had a pretty great new years, that is until the clock struck 12 and my life turned back into the pumkin it has the tendency to be... upon realizing i was upset, my best freind asked me, 'why cant i just have a good time? Do i always have to be so mad?'
That hurt my feelings and spoke volumes to me.
The truth is i have spent my life being irritated, feeling like i always have to just deal with the shit and move on quietly... I have always hated that felling since i seem to be held accountable for my wrong doings pretty offten. Anyhow i dont want to be the angry ass hole at the party... I am way too fun for that nonsense. So no more. Im going to try and get that sunny disposition the lead actresses always seem to have in romantic comedies.
There are a few others like expand upon my "a bag for everything" organization technique and clean the house more offten, and dont leave laundry sitting on the ironing board till its all gone and needs to be washed again but those are boring and i wont bug you with them ...
So i'll post updateds on my progress here. hopefully i will be able to see a clear picture of growth at the end of 2011 ... just about the time i get my shit together the world is going to end.
There's that new positive attitude shining through...
